something creeepy but
just now when going buried my ham ham, mummy realise ham ham grab hold of the metal bar

seems to died in a painful way..

and this morning i first time feel such pain in my stomach?
so pain that i cried.
so pain that i really tot im dying on my toilet bowl -.-"
so pain that i too.. grab hold of something

i feel that this morning pain is telling me something

i shouldn't hv went to sch
and i could hv been at home..

RIP ham ham .