WADEVER!!!!

三个愿望

你开始会计划未来了
满脸认真拉我看新领的存摺
像火山的脾气少很多
很忙也会记得抽空联络

你做的事 我都看见了
所以抱你的时候眼里红红的
就算你有时候 会犯错
怎麼舍得再不开心什麼

你答应送我三个愿望
第一个希望你能健康开朗
第二个希望我能更懂体谅
第三个希望我们永远有话讲


其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法 变阳光

因为很爱 所以会想通
不再去坚持己见让彼此难过
当感情很稳定 很浓厚
退让 也会有种甜蜜感受

感谢我们的爱情没有翅膀
一步步走在往幸福的路上
才有足够的时间好好欣赏
两颗心春夏秋冬细致的风光

Treasure Someone You Love/Like, And Not Wait Till They Are Gone Then You Start To Treasure Their Presense.

By that time, Its Useless.

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lols xD it just happen that i rem this.. It happens to me before so i think i totally understand it.

Cheers!

But it's already the past and i have let it go. So now i'll only concentrate on the future!
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Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift that is why it is called the "present".

ick Raineeee ):

Having a high fever of 39.7..

Hais went to see doctor myself.. and and i was so worried that i may just fall on the road cos my leg hurts very badly.. =\ noon time when i go to buy bread i squart in the lift. can't really stand.. But well. hopefully after seeing doct and had spend 50 bucks..

hope everything is finee >.<

我喜欢你。。
明明不是我心里喜欢的那样的女生。。
可是，我就是喜欢你。。。

*HEART HEART xD*

fever hit 39 degree. Shivering. Headpain. No energy.. Like floating siaa... I can float xD .. Dang.. Still trying to joke here..

Read the lyrics of this song.. Must !

"You Can't Break A Broken Heart"

Won't be so easy,
This time to hurt me,
You can try,
And this time oh Baby,
There are no tears left here to dry,
If you think you can woo me like before
If you think you can do that anymore,
Won't get to far,
NO!
You Can't Break A Broken Heart,


So try your best now baby,
Try your best to break me,
You can't break a broken heart,
No damage you can do now,
I'm immune to you now,
You can't break what broke apart,
There's nothing you can do to me no more,
You can't break a broken heart.


Hurt me before now,
I won't hurt no more now,
Not this time,
You must do better,
Messing with someone else's mind,
Cause You're not gonna bring me down again,
You're done with throwing me the way you did,
It's gone to far eh,


You Can't Break A Broken Heart,
So try your best now baby,
Try your best to break me,
You can't break a broken heart,
No damage you can do now,
I'm immune to you now,
You can't break what broke apart,
There's nothing you can do to me no more,
You can't break a broken heart.


So don't waste your time,
Your time has come and gone,
What are you here for,
You can't hurt me anymore,
So try your best now baby,
Try your best to break me,
You can't break the broken heart,
No damage you can do now,
I'm immune to you now,
You can't break what broke apart,
There's nothing you can do to me no more,
You can't break a broken heart.


So try your best now baby,
Try your best to break me,
You can't break a broken heart,
No damage you can do now,
I'm immune to you now,
You can't break what broke apart,
There's nothing you can do to me no more,
You can't break a broken heart.

Me : i got 2 free ticket to liang wen ying LIVE BAND !!
JW : omg who give u one
Me :singtel LOL we can see liang wen ying LIVEE!!
JW : really? (tsk! doubting me still)
Me : singtel gimmie de i show u the ticket
JW : inviting me?
ME : i got 2 ticket 1 is me

JW : and the other is TAN JIA WEI! wahaha
Me : YES LAA! HONOURED ANOT!
JW : woohoo!!!

jw is loved la! see how happy she is. (((:

I learnt 1 thing today (: "all the things u get back from your happiness is your DISAPPOINTMENT"
i'll never get my hope too high anymore, cos i just suffered from a fall.

just woke up (: but feeling as terrible. I seriously hv no idea wad to do -.- perhaps i would and should take those advices from fren.. though those are not my wish. What should i do??
Protecting yrself is wad u care most. Yet, i'm in fact, e first time exposing myself to so much risk. I'm afraid, worried. i believe human are selfish creature, cos i am too trying to protect myself when i felt something aint right.
虽然我明明知到前面是个墙，但还是一头的撞下去。。 笨人一个吧。。

22.01.2010 Friday around 11am

A BLUEEE colour monster trespass RP E56N! >.<

asking for a COOKIE :D

Monster : " cookie! where's my COOKIEEEEEEEEEE!!! *agony* "

Nobody knows what to do, neighter do we know what it's name is..

we decided to name him... Of cos! something that he keep saying!

Monster:" Cookiee!...Cookiee!.. Munch munch Cookiee!.."

"COOKIE MONSTERRR"

heee =X LOL

Thr! the pic of cookie monsterr ((: He likes me! LOL

Cookie decided to leave this planet and goes off with Alicia >.<

The END

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TOOTH FAIRY! ((:

Watch with Gum gum, Jiawei and Jorie

For one minute i thought gum gum not coming =( made me kinda sadddd but hees. thanks gum u came in the end despite yr really rushing your proj .. Arigatou~

And and hoho i bought a jacket from zara!! dam happy. ((: like finally

After buying e jacket.. ok. i know abit kiasu. but i wore it immediately =X

kk change topic. Jiawei and i decided to sit at a place waiting for the time to pass. LEG TIRED LIAOS

So as usual, did something girls do to pass time.

haha got alot of unglam picture like me acting like DALANG -.-". but i decided nt to post up >.<

LOL..

Looking back, Year 2005 is the starting time where i became close to current and forever ever best fren JW.

Now? it has been 5 yrs!! ((: hees.
been through alot. really alot with her. happy events unhappy events. laugh together emo together. do stupid things together at the public etc.. Sometimes i think we r so close till that we have this telepathy? that actually made us wear similar clothes out together, and i swear its not planned!

Who says best fren can't quarrel?! WE did!
and maybe even a slightest things on earth we did. perhaps i did regret sometimes after quarreling with her.
*guilty*

Well if u were to ask me what i admired her the most?
perhaps is the pretty face of her? but well we have our own unique points =P i may have things, u don't !
or perhaps is that. she never ever cried in front of me before? thats why her pretty face was not destroyed by the tears falling out.
5 years. i believe she did cry before but she stood strong and not cry infront of anyone. (must be i too good in cheering her up la)
ok. back to topic.

I felt very fortunate? that i met them i guess. In fact i don't have much people to turn to when i'm unhappy. I guess is because of the age gap that me n my sibling has. So i dun usually tell them if i met with any unhappiness. So usually the first person in my mind that i turn to is her. (: Though i know she isn't really good with consoling but her listening ears is all i need.

I still rem, during sec 4 when i'm really feeling very alone. very very lonely cos of the problem i have with xj in class where i'm being separated from the group of frens.. JW is there for me. She will appear outside of my class waiting for me! When her cousin ask her, why is she so close to me? i rem she answer " cos its fun, happy to be out with me "

I don't know why. But when i see that i just felt unhappy.

HAHA! Gum gum added a few more as well
*im so hungry...can i have a piece of you**


**im craving for u**

Sia! all the guys.. tsk. sweet talk yi da dui!

Andy added 2 more good phrases to his previous (my previous post)

"I'm jus about to commit a crime... all ive to do is steal ur heart"

&
&

"Are you tired? Because you've been running through my mind all day..."

hahas he has been laughing at my.. "huh"
hahas. cos previous post where about the one falling down

I replied him a "huh"
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So use your imagination
Imagine a scene

BF: Baby, I'm jus about to commit a crime... all ive to do is steal ur heart
GF: huh?

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HAHAHA! andy and me both think that e guy gonna just bang wall n die right over there or jump down from any tall building LOL

I been feeling so down recently. And I guess, I felt worst yest.
Why I name it "worst" ? becos I don't wish anything MORE worst to come when "worst" is already quite max.

Don't take people's worry for u, for nothing. What's more? Acting like nothing has happen?

What I've learnt from it?
- No point explaining. Why? cos people just won't listen. or they do but they don't seems to understand from what u trying to protect them from.
- No point worrying. Why? cos maybe they are enjoying/ safe but u are out thr worrying for something that is not true, u don't know.

 Anyway, it made me feel alot better after seeing jw blog (:
Thanks girl ! i finally feel a lil more appreciated. *touched*

*IMPT UPDATED

GOT A NEW PHRASE
" I didn't know that cupids arrows can be shot by a human being"

Is this phrase better than those i post previously?

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 OMG ahahas got some phrase dam nice to share!

"if u forget who u r, jus rmb im (name) n i love u"
&
&
"8 letters 3 syllables say it n im urs"

&
&
"it's not my fault, u tripped me"
(cos if nt, i wouldn't have fall for you)

niceee right? hees

Oh My Gawd!

Last Understanding Test (UT) date is out. It means 2 thing.
1. I'm graduating (:  2. I've to either find a university to go to or go out to work.
*stress*

Anyway i dreamt ALOT yest. really. must be caused by me knocking my forehead on the wall half way through sleeping. at 4 am I still rem =X

Let me recall some?
1st I dreamt that, oh yeah, I was doing a UT -.-" I'm going crazy I think.  LOL
2nd is something that I will never thought that I'll dream bout it since It has pass so long. Its something regarding my ex bf =X *shock* Well, I think I went out with him, Still in r/s with him o.o Erm as for go where? I don't Rem LOL..
Whatever its just a dream ((:
3rd I dreamt that I send a msg to gum gum, some secret which J know. (not gonna say who is the J). and i got a shock till i really wake up to check my hp cos it's very paisehhhh. not gonna disclose wad msg hees. happy one tho but .. shushh. 

sometimes, i'm wondering, am i doing e correct thing? For some reason i decided to throw away e plan for putting down -.- k. Scold me..

I think i'm so used to his presense. Very i would say. -still rem how many times i sigh tat day - well but.. Hais. Duno how to explain..

Only can think and say " shit u, yf " -.-

I believe, I did not do my best but I did what I can. I guess its time for me to really put down.

its a really tough route to take -.-" it sucks. *unhappy*

In your eyes


主唱：楊丞琳/羅志祥

你問我　你眼中　我看到甚麼
我回答　隱形眼鏡
還有一個　帥到翻的我

我問你　你眼中　你愛我甚麼
你總是　釣我胃口
故作神秘　愛說不說

＊男生都這樣　愛耍壞
　行為舉止　挑戰我的忍耐
　女生才是　有夠奇怪
　心裡永遠　那麼多Why

　In your eyes　發現一種東西叫愛
　In your eyes　看見生活多麼精彩
　看著你　我眼神離不開　早被你打敗
　其實你悄悄變成　我的最愛
　My love is for you＊

吃醋　撒嬌　生氣　耍賴
是你的專利　讓你來

疼我　愛我　讓我　為我
這些小事情　讓你來

只要讓你(我)愉快
就算耍冷 下不了台
我全都願意 都是因為愛

我問你 你眼中　透露些甚麼
你笑著　保持沉默
讓我期待　你的承諾

Repeat＊
請閉上眼睛　壞蛋　你想做甚麼
哪有做甚麼　你的小計謀才不可能騙倒我
喔　你的眼睛　也累了　該休息一下
就讓我　趁這個機會　靠近你　吻你一下

In your eyes　發現一種東西叫愛
因為愛所以我們存在
In your eyes　看見生活多麼精彩
因為有你才會精彩
看著你　我眼神離不開　早被你打敗
其實你悄悄變成　我的最愛
My love is for you

OMG LOOK AT MY EYE!! wahahahs

tempting sia~ i wan buy colour contact lense again >.<

TADAH!

My NIECE!

oh well. she looks so boyish here. =X

this tiny little 1 yr old girl is capable of telling us, "hello", "ah yi, papa, mama, ah ma etc..", "byebye, see u"

to the extend of telling u

"*pointing at the food* and say mum mum" -.-

the most scaryyyyy of all is..

*Raeanne walks to the fridge* asking me to open the fridge for her..

So when i say "no cannot.. "

she will come over to hit me. >.< lol..

Den we will make her say "sorry"

so after saying sorry. she hit another time -.-"

HAHAS. ok. i know. keep bad comments to yourself regarding the photo below >.<

should i get a spec something liddat? hahas. borrowed andy's spec to wear today while he is playing some other stuff..

Wheee! 9 Jan 2009 - J Family plus one R outing

The War of R and J

After the long war, they decided to "shou meng" for jorie (:

However, it did not last too long, another fight broke out between them..

Tadah!

The J Enemy!

The R Winner (((: LOL!!

'Self Proclaim Winner'

HAHA! Went Orchard today and went to watch The Vampire Assistant..

Ahemm. JW.. ITs ASSISTANT.. 助手。。not 刺客。。HAHAHA xD

Anyway i rem this part clearly..

The vampire : " Are you boys 21?

*Stern Look*

" Say Yes "

The boys : "nod head and say yes"

The vampire : " blahh faint hearted etc etc?

*Stern Look*

" Say NO"

The boys: " No.."

Di Ji Ge Yi Bai Tian (第幾個100天) By JJ Lin


我把愛鋪成藍天
wo ba ai pu cheng lan tian
I spread my love across the blue sky
讓不安的你 一抬頭就看得見
rang bu an de ni yi tai tou jiu kan de jian
Allowing you to raise your head and see


我把心燒成火焰
wo ba xin shao cheng huo yan
I burn the flame of my heart
讓怕黑的你 擁著溫暖入眠
rang pa hei de ni yong zhu wen nuan ru mian
To embrace you who is fear of darkness with the warmth and fall asleep


我曉得 時間如雪 有時候會覆蓋一切
wo xiao de shi jian ru xue you shi hou hui fu gai yi qie
I know sometimes covered by snow all the time
但是真愛 一如倔強會重生的綠葉
dan shi zhen ai yi ru jue jiang hui chong sheng de lu ye
But the love will be reborn as stubborn green leaves


第幾個100天 還是很有感覺
di ji ge yi bai tian hai shi hen you gan jue
After a hundred of days, there is still a lot of passion
用眼睛去素描 你內心的世界
yong yan jing qu su miao ni nei xin de shi jie
Use my eyes to sketch the world inside your heart
第幾個100天 也像剛熱戀
di ji ge yi bai tian ye xiang gang re lian
After a hundred of days, there is still like a love at first sight
兩個人手一牽 連命運都改變
liang ge ren shou yi qian lian ming yun dou gai bian
Two people holding hands, even fate can be changed


我把心燒成火焰
wo ba xin shao cheng huo yan
I burn the flame of my heart
讓怕黑的你 擁著溫暖入眠
rang pa hei de ni yong zhu wen nuan ru mian
To embrace you who is fear of darkness with the warmth and fall asleep


我曉得 時間如雪 有時候會覆蓋一切
wo xiao de shi jian ru xue you shi hou hui fu gai yi qie
I know sometimes covered by snow all the time
但是真愛 一如倔強會重生的綠葉
dan shi zhen ai yi ru jue jiang hui chong sheng de lu ye
But the love will be reborn as stubborn green leaves


第幾個100天 還是很有感覺
di ji ge yi bai tian hai shi hen you gan jue
After a hundred of days, there is still a lot of passion
用眼睛去素描 你內心的世界
yong yan jing qu su miao ni nei xin de shi jie
Use my eyes to sketch the world inside your heart
第幾個100天 也像剛熱戀
di ji ge yi bai tian ye xiang gang re lian
After a hundred of days, there is still like a love at first sight
兩個人手一牽 連命運都改變
liang ge ren shou yi qian lian ming yun dou gai bian
Two people holding hands, even fate can be changed


曾有的敏感脆弱
ceng you de ming an cui ruo
There have been feelings of sensitivity and weakness
在我的胸口 你就躺下來別說了
zai wo de xiong kou ni jiu tang xia lai bie shuo le
You laid down silently on my chest
將有的固執沖動
jiang you de gu zhi chong dong
There will be feelings of stubbornness and impulsiveness
我也會擁抱你安撫著體諒你心疼著
wo ye hui yong bao ni an fu zhu ti liang ni xin teng zhu
I would hug you to understand your heart’s pain


第幾個100天 還是很有感覺
di ji ge yi bai tian hai shi hen you gan jue
After a hundred of days, there is still a lot of passion
用眼睛去素描 你內心的世界
yong yan jing qu su miao ni nei xin de shi jie
Use my eyes to sketch the world inside your heart
管過多少100天 也像剛熱戀
guan guo duo shao yi bai tian ye xiang gang re lian
However many hundreds of days, there is still like a love at first sight
兩個人手一牽 連命運都改變
liang ge ren shou yi qian lian ming yun dou gai bian
Two people holding hands, even fate can be changed
當守護變信念 連淚水都很甜
dang shou hu bian xin nian lian lei shui dou hen tian
When protection become faith, even tears are so sweet
 
 
ps. Credit marycutezzz's blog for the lyric! (:
As u all know if this lyric is done by me.. high chance 50% of the words all wrong hahahaha

SIGHHH.. PHARM CHEMM )):


Tmr somemore is pharm chem test.. double disappointment

Movie Datess ((:

Ok i admit i look horrifying in this 2 photo.. Its was like 7.30am? and im nt with any make-up.

Went to watch Sherlock Holmes..

Not exactly a movie that will make u goes :"WOAH" but its pretty interesting and funny!

*decided to take some photos like we are some tourist who came to singapore =P*

At MRT station still want to take =X

and and my hair is longggg! happy

New Year Eve..

At somewhere.. that i recommend. (windy + not much ppl + can watch full view of fireworks )
*tluck* hahas 有PRO到对不对！

The end ((:

If I'm not wrong, there's once where Jw and I had a conversation about my nicks..

I had a nick that i have used over a 1/4 of my life till now. That means around 4 to 5 yrs.
I'm so used to the nick that any friends who just call me raine in real life, i'll react to it. Or I even rem my facilitator (teacher) even call me that during lesson time infront of the whole class =S

Well, just to reassure the pronounciation of "raine" is the same as "rain" NOT "Rainie" nor "raineeeeee". -.-"

Then as the time passes, i actually created a nick in forum called heaventears? thinking that its cool! but I've never notice that heaventears and raine are actually similar things ((:

heaventears -> counted as rain as well!

Well, and and in fact.. i love rainy days!

ps. only some people know why (:

WHEEE!
event event and more events!!!!

- Going watch sherlock on coming wed -

- Maybe going back Yss on Sat -
( i miss the foodd! )

- some time within these 4 weeks, Dinner at ECP!!!!!! ( If got time, cycle ) -

Confirm trip to msia trip on chinese new year/ valentines day. Wadever u all call it since it fall on the same day (:

I WAN TO GO IN GENTING CASINO!
=X

Sch reopen tmr ):
Regret that i have not fully enjoyed my holidayss..

Oh well, in anycase, my fren just made everything seems better.
" 20days of lesson, excluding last week plus 1 day off from ea week and etc "

and its the end of poly lifeeE!~

and and. -.-" thats when headache starts to come in ..
2 route?
- go aust..
- go private uni in sg

and the money issues.. SANTA AHH! i've been a good girl, why din't i receive a "money tree" as a present from you for christmasss =X

heeding advices from j.. Shall go on with it. ):

Thanks my dear j for listening to my rant hees.

Lunch @ Sushi Tei (((:
(right after sch =X)

with

Harling, Huina and Huina's Fren

Harling and Me ((:

SEE!! my finger nails is soo long nowww .. hees!
huina and her fren

Christmas treeee~ oh yah.. all these pic taken during christmas period =X

@ 313 somerset

How do i look with hat?? =))

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A day out with Jorie and Jasmine..

Jiawei only joins in for dinnerrr hahas!

Noelle's gahh gahhhhhhhhhhhh!! (isit spell this way? ) =X hahas

Cute right? hahas! this domokun is soooo hugee!