What am I doing? Seriously, what am I doing?
So much wanting to see the person but yet im rejecting every chances ]=

I felt like a retard; wishing he would ask me out again and again, yet I'm rejecting again and again

Somehow I just realise I've indirectly showed him the feeling of being rejected.

When I ask you out; I'll always prepare myself to get ready, cos I'm expecting lots of excuses coming out from you.

I guess this time I'm really mad at you. Totally, to the extend, I've stop asking you out.

If you have notice that I have not asked u out for 2 weeks.

Yes, I know, I should know better that you have alot of project to do previously. Examinations coming up next as well. But I seriously feel very 'out' =(

It's not I don't want to forget about it and carry on happily
But I really don't understand why.

Everytime I try to take out some of my time to meet you but seems like you've taken all for granted.

Today at Orchard.

Basically, I was "staring" at my phone every few minutes despite I'm watching little big soldier; hoping you would reply faster.

I guess there is only 1 word to describe - Disappointed.