Great, I shall be someone who is without/with just 1 emotions.

Mono-emotions?

Nice, I've created a new word.

Kinda receive lots of stepback recently.

Pauline's sms like 100000 arrows aiming at me.

Basically it says everything in my life is good except that I have a broken relationship

No worries girl (: I don't blame you.

To be frank, my life isn't what just you see in surface.

 I may seems to be better in this way, but surely somewhere I'm lacking.

Was being taught by my sis that..

I may seems to be gaining this, but I'll lose something in return.

(scenario 1)
I remember clearly last year National Day (:

Jie gave me her E71 Hp. And what was on my mind the whole time was, shit what am I going to lose this time? I prayed very hard, no don't be my hp.

Guess what? I lost my hp limited edition pouch the very day.

Couldn't buy it back from Nokia anymore. It only comes with this particular E series phone.

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Oh yes, you.

If you have decided to treat me this way, so be it (:

I tried.

It's just like cherish it or your gonna lose it.

I guess I'm trying to cherish it but you are losing it.

Losing badly. Really badly.