Alright I've made up my mind (:
I need to be firm with what I like and I don't

I like
- your presense
- your way of talking to me
- your smile
- your humourous yet sometimes hurtful jokes
- almost your everything in fact

I dislike
- being ignored by you
- you talking to other girls

I can tolerate
- your nonsense
- your stubborness
- your unreasonable request

BUT, I'm really very disappointed with you. You'll never know how much tears I have laid.
How much concerns my friends have given me will never win just a word of concern from you.

Guess, I should have heed my friends' advices when they told me long time ago, I should keep a distance from you. Now all I can do is, slap my face and tell myself SEE! your friends has told you this long time ago.

Okay I don't know what will happen after I pen down all these. But if I have to let go, I will. Don't worry so much about me, brothers and friends. ((:
(Cause I know I still have you all with me, HAHA!)

Happy Birthday to JORIE!
hoho! your 19 liaos ah! soon will be 2... er. =X
haha better enjoy now before u reach 2!!

Hope you will like the present we have gotten for you
*A great thanks to jw for choosing the present

Anyway today was fine, basically i was working..
Den went to expo for some things.. it was an eye opening event for me (:
Had never seen such a huge exhibition and there are like so many participator.
All from duno what what what country =X

hahahas!

follow by (shan is right bout saying "don't tell me bday eat mac") Mac donald for a quick dinner..
Okay thats for jorie, jas and jia.. I din't eat anything in fact =S

Lastly we wanted to end it off with kbox but unfortunately it was fully booked!
thus we went to watch hehe! Clash of the titans!

Nice movie, but it seems similar to the percy jackson and the lightning thief.

HOHO HOME  BACK HOME.
feeling really hungry suddenly..


*if it's like the movie where god can really receive our prayers.
Please grant me my prayers.

..... 3.30am - stomach really pain ><

After toilet trips
Still pain -.- wad I ate wrongly?

Congrats Raine,
You have all the answers to your previous post!

Yes you shall just focus on other stuff. That, is not what you should be focusing on. If it's not yours, its not. Remember this? No point harping on it when you know it deep inside you, It's gone.

Obviously, you are NOT in any single nor tiny weeny little position.
So suck toes or thumbs if you want to get frustrated or mad with these. This is what I call, serve you right.

I believe you've cried enough, show your smile; those smiles that I adores dearly.

I believe I have tried enuff.
Maybe I should just focus myself into other stuff.. Should i?

Want to get angry, but in what position am I to get angry? All I can do is to be frustrated with myself Pissed with myself Disappointed with myself.
Ownself at there emo, at there sad, at there cry. I can't do anything what.

Finally understood what does it meant by letting go is also a type of blessing.

Since it's making both parties suffer, why continue?

才剛坐下有說有笑

一眨眼有微笑是正常
晚上一樣花好几天的冷戰把情緒交換
我坐立不安　怎麼比分手還難

你是我的肩膀　我就信仰
是我的溫暖　有時候我在想
留在你身旁是愛你　還是愛上陪伴

習慣兩個人不見不散
習慣一睜眼就尋找對方
習慣讓我們懶散　不再堅強
對寂寞喪失抵抗

習慣兩個人睡單人床
才能沉睡到天亮
如果你离開了
我束手無策怎麼辦

I wish very much to scream.

It is something very bad to see that i'm calm all e way.

No Laughter, No Tears, No Quietness, Nothing.
Not even the usual me who talks bout anything down the earth.
Sigh, Disappointed, Hais.

*thought that you may come to find me but. sigh. nvm. Never realise that the worst is at the back.

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!

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Photo Caption ( Jorie (Zebra), Me (Lion), Jiawei (Hippo) and NOT FORGETING JASMINE (Giraffe)
SEE! I never forget bout u lei ~

Thank to =) my photos all has a story behind it.

-See the couple behind, 1 in pink another in purple top and black bottom-

So it goes liddat

jw : ehh! don't it look like some movie where after broke off with bf den u go to the same place and took photo.. the couple behind like flash back of the memories sia!

yf : LOL

Jw : SEE! this one look like flash back of memories also. look like during the past happily walk pass with bf but now yr alone taking photo

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I wan a house made of candy as well =))

( I have no idea when JW took this photo of me )

(This one i know! I was looking at somewhere opp of her den she snap this >.<)

Angry angry!! WHY DO WE HV TO WAITTT!

Very Important Princesses!

I super love this cushion luh!

dam cute.. hahahs!

*JW see me take photo with this cushion, buay tahan also wan take =X hahas

I can see that jorie is very tired =)) HAHAS! got evidence of u somemore!

*whistle* SEXY NOT!

TATA! i'll visit u again soonest! ((: