21 november 07

Guess wad? i'm kind of happy today. becos..
Darling nv fails to surprise me everytime!
love ya! <3<3>

Okays.. its like so sweet of him to give me soo much surprise.
He bought a bouquet of flower and ask the person to send it to me.
Though the plan was spoiled as,
THE PERSON DID NOT SEND IT TO MY CLASS.
though dar dar ask the person to.
hmm. but lucky he nv send to my class.. i'll be like soo goddam paiseh laa.
Maybe.. i'll go hide in a cave for 3 years if that happen

So after that went to orchard with jiawei..
Heehee..
* in the train *
Yinfang : you wan go orchard buy wad?
Jiawei : Earring. I wan wear to m'sia
Yinfang : HUH? just a earring you travel all e way down?? m'sia has more and cheaper earring lor.
(cos she going m'sia next day)
Jiawei : is it?? why i nv see when we at m'sia (last time when we go m'sia together)
Yinfang : Sure anot?? 4 pair for like 10 riggit nia lei..
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Then, after my usual shopping of food over at taka
We headed to jorie house and play some gamesss
JIAWEII !! wan to play the game in my lappy ryte???
Finger itchy liao ??? hahas .
Oh yeah. Thank jiaweii n jorie for everything !

Bf msg jiaweii to help him in something LOL.
which is to delay my time so that bf can plan something for me.<3>

Jia : eh later help me go your house there to carry something for my fren..
Me : huhs? *abit reluctant* who yr fren??
Jia : A very good fren of mine. you duno de..
Me : (being a veryy kind girl) okay lor..
.... blah blah blah ....
Jia : ehh.. call liao.. faster.. dun let the papa of my fren wait so long..
Me : okay! (mood so gd cos playing games)
*jorie, jia n me went out*

Me: Eh.. why got ppl playing with... candles??
Jorie or jia : lantern festival.
Me : *hmm or is it ppl burning incense paper? shld i ask jorie n jia dun laugh bout it?*

* The person playing with candles stands up.. and it turn out to be DARDAR! *
hahas.. he make " i love raine" using candles.

Dar : u read, read wad is the word?
Me : i love err.. whats the last word? *thinking of "Yinfang"*
Dar : u see properly..
Me : cannot find the "Y" lei..
Dar : its RAINE
hahahahahahas.. sorry la darling..

Dar : close your eye?
Me : ok.. * every few sec open once *
Okay i know i spoil yr plan as i open my eyes. LOL
Dar's pilot fren(chee seng) or wad he is called carry a cake out.
Jiaweii and jorie blow bubbles..
ALAMAK its like soo touching larhsss!!
give yAr a kiss ok, darling? MUACKS!

Okay larh this is the end for that day.
Too tired to post it up that day marhs.. reach home like around 9 plus liaos..

I'm down with flu and sore throat ! SOB
Any kind souls around willing to let me pass the virus to u?
PRETTY PLEASE ?
(reasons : people says that when u pass the virus to someone else, you will be healed!)
And i felt like a Brainless Women, because i believe it.
HAHAS!

Anyways let me talk about my trip out. hahas!
As usual, its with that always-forget-places-we-go-before jiawei.
She says she want to bring me go overseas to stay few years wit her!! PROVE okay?!
Don't forget huhs jiaweii. lols.
And i'll pray to god that you get rich. hahas!!
Cos you say if u are rich, you going say " aiya, you like this bag, shoe,shirt.. etc. ah? take la take..i'll pay afterward "
HAHAHAHAHAS! SOUND LIKE A BIMBO IN AND OUT! LOL

Okay, today we went Lucky plaza? hope i dint say wrongly.
Guess who we met?!?! Ms Fan and Ms Tan!!
Jiaweii and i was like.. soo shock when we see them here hahas!
cos we were looking at the push cart stores's shirt. And so they are.
LOLS. so we had a chat with them. Saying about our studies. this and that.

So after that jiawei and i went around the place and we saw one pretty top
Which happens that a passerby walk by and was wearing it.
And the whole top just look so ugly. So, jiawei n i decided not to have a aim at that shirt.
So i keep going around accessories shops to try and get my HAIR CLIP.
Hais.. regretted spoiling my hair clip. now i cant find 1 that i like.
And for some reason, for the whole journey in lucky plaza,
i felt so god dam thirty which i keep telling jiaweii.
i'm thirsty,
...
i'm thirsty, i really need a drink!,
...
i'm thirsty, i don't care i gonna buy a drink.. (in e end din't)
And she laughed and laughed cos i said it for a few hours. LOL.

Anyway after that we both head to Taka, and have our usual food.
Which makes me even more thirsty.
Though i had had some water from her water bottle ample of times.

We went AMK HUB to meet jorie after that. hahas.
Waited till like 6 pm lor.. even darling also come liaos..
hahas! soo sweet of darling can?? he so tired yet he come to meet me wor..
hees. Though actually we plan wan meet ler.

So after that Darling, his pilot fren, and me went to watch the ferry man!
M18 show okay?! I din't know i look old! hmphs..
Den jiaweii and jorie went back home.. Thanks for accompanying me !
Anyways, the story was gross and not nice de. haiss.
Waste time waste money lols !

Darling, thank lots for everything. hees. i love you ! muacks.

Dam you idiot neighbour !
Pour water on a less den half a year old hamster consider FUN ?
Do your fucking know that they will get SICK? or worst situation, die?

Its really heart pain to see the pet that you dearly loves getting bullied when your not around lor .
The moment i hold my hamster up, i cried.
I just cant believe they can do such a things to such a cute little pet.
They are such a spoiled child!
I swear i hate them if any thing happen to my hamster .

I told my sister, i wanna have a dinosaur outside my gate.
So that when they come, my dinosaur can EAT THEM UP

" EAT THEM UP "
- slowly 1 finger by 1 finger, 1 toes by 1 toes to make them feel the pain
- i'll definately allow my dinosaur to have some spices like pepper and salt. Because the 2 boys is so spoilt that they ROT.

Make sure they Kneel down crying and apologize to my hamster.
However, of course i'll not let them go still. HMPH!

I'm soo angry with what they have done. Doesn't they feel ashame of what they did???
- Throwing my school shoe away when we are all not around
- Daily cycle and run over our shoes, even heels. ( I BET, your are definately RETARDS)
HEELS CAN SPOIL OKAY?! UNDERSTAND????
- Pour water on the hamster
- Screaming out their lungs when we told them there is a baby sleeping in our house. (RETARDS)
- Vandalising outside my house. ( MAKE SURE YOUR VANDALISE IN YOUR SCHOOL! SEE WHAT YOU GET)

Anyway, i'm dam unhappy with all the shit they have did lars.

Good luck to all people who are taking 'O's this year! hees..

I cant wait for 'O's to end ! Den i can get jiaweii out to walk walk..
Misses her sooo dam much lars.
Miss our eating, chatting, singing and joking times.. hahas..

As for those who wonder who is the Miss Jiaweii is..
She is my Daughter =P hahas
Told my dar that next week is just for jiaweii ler =P
thanks darlingg.. hahas.

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Okay let me rant bout this guy today.
His attitude suck suck suck sucks like HELL!
He is the most idiotic, ugly, petty, etc. guy i ever seen!
Sorry, i dint want to say your ugly, but i cant take it that u think that YOU are handsome when you aint totally. TOTALLY. To me, your face look worst den the pig.
Okay, i admit my mistake for coming so late.
But how de hell i know that you are doing that fucking worksheet???
You are fucking sitting opposite of me, how to see???
Show show show attitude.. Bang mouse, type so hard on keyboard.
If your laptop spoil, SERVE YOU RIGHT.

Okay, let me talk about today lesson, kind of relax.
however its a little bit difficult to understand the problem statement..
Opx! i rant till i forget reply my dar dar msg =X *DEAD MEAT*
Dui bu qii.. i love you darling.. hees.
No angry horr.. i say that 3 magic word ler =P

Well, now second team presenting.. hahas. no mood to listen though
Today's lesson need alot of prior knowledge. haiss..
But you will find that its hard to describe prior knowledge out.

29 Oct 2007, Monday

I'm so worn out, tired and sleepy.
Yet i can't go to have my beauty slp.. =(

Anyways i'm here to blog about.

" Dar was like soo sweet lars.! "

Darling, thanks for travelling all de way to my school right after camp.
Muacks !
Let me post something up =P



Can see what is it?? Its a roseee!~ hahas.
Dar : *takes something out of his pocket*
Me : *shock, happy*

But i ask dar why he dint gimmie eat de choco =X ferrero rocher leiis..
LOLS.
But its like soo sweet of him to fold that for me lars..
Okays.. ending =P

Let me talk bout my hair history..

Sec 2 mid year, i went to Rebond..

Sec 3 end of year, i went to Rebond again after cutting away half of my hair

Sec 4 end of year, i went to Rebond again after 'O's cos hair getting messy..

MESSY...

Poly year 1, semester 2... i went to PERM my hair....

Due to messy, i rebond my hair...

now i due to too neat and boring.. i perm my hair..

A sudden decision though.. abit shock when i see my hair

but after awhile.. i got more used to it.. lols..

i wonder what will be jiaweii, jorie, jas reaction when they see me with de perm.

hahahahahahahass..

CUTE

Okay this shall be a short post hahas.. just came back from perming..

TIRED.. but rather fun.. hahahahahas.. i mad ler.. =X

Let your see my perm hair haahahs..

Taipei Trip

Days At Taipeii.

- sorry that i only manage to upload the photo 1 mth after de trip =X

1st day...


Ah Chong Mian Xian..
It taste really nice! it is located at Xi Men Ding.
There is Pig's Big intesting inside the mian xian.
*Drool* hahas..


Red Wine.
That is how i look after i drink LOLs.
Did yAr see the soft toy doggy??
HAHA yes i brought it with me there. It was from my DAR DAR

2nd day

Can you believe?!? Such a bigg country, there is no BREAKFAST. -.-"

So we gotta eat this.. with a bowl of BIG BIG noodle

which i can share with my mother, i'll still be full.

Some Shots i took of myself in the hotel room after EATING

This is.. Smelly Beancurd!! Doesn't live up to its name.

NOT SMELLY NOT CRISPY

Hey! this is my DADDY hahas.

Dono why he look liddat =X e)

* this was taken on the train ( they call it as " Jie yun " )

The Lover's Bridge. ( Qin Ren Qiao )

Direct translation hahas..

This is my MUMMY hahas. nice hor de bridge?? ya ya..

DAM ! i look soo FAT! Faint.. hahas..

See.. i'm shorter den my DADDY. SOB.. i wanna grow taller.

Just a shot of myself and surrounding when waiting for the Sun to go down.. ( SUNSET)

FINALLY i saw sun set !~

it look like some fake drawing down by some artist ryte?

Yay ! a sense of accomplishment!

i seen sun SET n RISE before. hahasss...

I reach this place and say " Dian Fan Da Shan Yuan "

Den my dad correct me by saying " Yuan Shan Da Fan Dian "

OMG my chinese is like soo sucks laa. lols..

Oh My Glutinuous Rice..

Their Army Uniform Is So "NICE"

hahahahahahahas.

Hey, but don't play okay??? only people above 1.8m can do this guard duty!

WAAA...wooowww..

Mai Ya Tang.. It kept me Occupied for near to 2 hours.. PRO.

hahas.. Btw its straw berry flavour.. Nice leiis.. but it stick on my teeth!!!

This Lady is our Tour Guide.

Pretty leiis.. cant believe she give birth liaos.. her figure so good lorr..

Oh yes. De second picture.. Did you see a CRAB?

How i wish i can catch and BBQ it..

Third Picture.. SEE de waves.... how i wish SG also liddat.

Yuan Yang Huo Guo..

This is what i have for my dinner.. DELICIOUS!

Especially de MALA part.. my tongue really turn berii hot.

Back to Hotel after dinner.. DAM Full lor..

Took some shots of myself in de Top that DAR bought for me..

Nice ryte? hahas of course laa.. Thanks darling!

3rd day

First Picture : Water from the mountain.. VERY CLEAN and COLD.

Second Picture : The high view for first picture

Third picture : We manage to take the high view cos we took de CABLE car. HEE

Picture 1 : This is me and my MAMA.. Nice hor de back ground?

Real de horr.. this is the mountain de water.. hahas.
Picture 2 : Me and my PAPA. Cute ryte ?? hahas..

This is de place we have had de HOT SPRING and Mountain water..

Dam nice.. Wit BED somemore lo.. can rest after de hot spring hahas!

4th day onward, i lazy take photo ler =X

This is taken at de famous TaiPei 101.

Seriously i felt that going there is a waste of time. LOL. Nth much de.. lols..

Saw This?? GUESS WHAT IS THIS!

* PIG

Last day at there.. saw a model.. hahas.. tink taking pose for some mag or wad?

Reached home.. - the food we bought..

Mochi (japan) - DAM NICE.

Tai Yang Bing - NICE

etc etc..

The END

12 more hours ! (: and i'm heading to Taipei

I wish that the time could pass faster !

Yet at the same time i wish that the time could pass slower ):

Why ? Faster = i can reach earlier to shop n eat !

Slower because of my darliing .

Let's see, what i wan to eat ?? (jiaweii don't drool hor)

- XXL Chicken ^^

- The long long Ice cream :)

- Oyster omelette ^^

- Still got wad ? nvm go there see what eat wad. bleahss !

Later i come back gaining 2 to 3 kg i cry arhss .. =X

lols . budden still got my darling who wans me hahas !

Though today had a real bad quarrel with him .

Which now my eye is swollen still and also sad of what happened just now .

Its 1.30 am, and i still don't wish to slp . hais .

i thought that darling will accompany to sms chat till at least 1 am ?

But he already went to his dream land at 12 liddat . ):

Hoping to be able to see him in dream land later !

Den i shall nag at him why he din't wait for me lols .

Recently i just had a hair cut =] wan see ??

Back to ... Short Fringe =X

Nice mahhs ?? say yes! (:

Well, i wanted to put darling and my photo up de .

Just duno he allow anot =X cos he botak

hees . If he allow i gonna post them up muahhaha ..

* ask for permission * Please??? *smile sweetlyy*

Replies :

Joanna - dui bu qi! Recently have not been free to update my blog. And now, though i had updated. you still have to wait till i come back from taipeii to update again =P

But!! got good news leiis.. High chance got photo to see on next bloggy entries. Cos i brought my camera there =P

Wednesday , 22.08.07

Last day of school for me .

The reason i said its for me is because

Firstly - i going to skip the next day lesson

Secondly - i not coming because my dear Xuman not coming

Thirdly - alot of friends not going .

So.. i told my mummy, no one going school :)

See arhs.. this is call " White Lies"

Imaging if i tell my mummy, cos i dun wan go school .

After soo many years, i know she confirm scold me for not going school

So i might as well say no one going school (:

which saves all the trouble of explaining cos if no one going school

means.. one person how to teach ? so..

dun need go lor ! YAY

Clever right ?? hais . i always know i am

Seriously . i gonna post some of the photo i took with Rhapsody .

Because i might quit Rhapsody , or i might stay n just be a member .

can't really decide whether to quit or not to quit .

Idiots around there makes me hate this IG

First photo : Jonathan (half korea half sg okay?! dun play play ), Xuman , miie , Suling

Second photo : Min , Yiin , Liing

Everytime i remember jonathan, i'll think of KIMCHI

FYI: IG - Interest group

Today in school , Me n Geokhuii sign up for alot of the SAS talk

SAS - School of Applied science

She is material science students while i am pharmaceutical science student .

Thus we are both science students . Wad talking me o.O

That leads me to one story which i must shareee

That day in school , for open house .

Got the skeleton scrupture wearing lab coat right ??

Den when i was walking pass it .

i told my fren . i tink at the end of 2 years plus .

i'll look like it .

The end . nice ? i should go for story telling competition . hees

Tuesday , 21.08.07

I love today . I simply just love this date .

Don't be jealous, but its my 9 mth together with my DEAR ! (:

Kind of happy ? that we last till soo long .

Today lesson is Cognitive . took some photo with Colin.

the facilitator which threatens to downgrade my marks .

-.-" and in the end he really did .

Kind of unhappy with him but still laugh alot during lesson !

Cos his lesson always end veryy early.. happiee lols .

W24E , Though its only half the class turn up .

Going to miss them lots . W24E Rawrs!

Miss the days we had in class . All the joy, laughter and everything !

Oh of course . Felicia plus Xuman plus Me 's Video

hahahas .

Having science for today module :]
Finally reach Problem 15 . hahas .
1 more week and its holiday ! cheers (:
tiime please pass faster, will you ??
This means the date of going Taipeii is nearer too ! :]

Within the 2 hour plus break .
i went to a talk which can gets me 1 CE point ?
Point that is related to my diploma larhs.
Cant blame me for falling aslp there as the person who is presenting
skills totally sucks and the way she presents really boring
hees . after coming back from the talk..
DANDAN bought me a sweet that i told her i like !!
Isn't she so sweet ? hees.
is like, i only told her i like the sweet 1 hour plus ago
hahas . ai si ni lerrr !!

Know wad ? i'm addicted to one song..
Jay chou - Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi
after effect of the movie called "secret"
hahas . the whole morning till now.
i have been playing the whole song again n again without changing .
Oh yaR! no offence to ppl who like Jay
But i still have to say.. i only like his songs, but not HIM

Other than calling me terkah and xuman terkua..
i started to call her "feng zi" and she call me "bai zhi"
hahas . now she is really acting like a fengzi..
looking at her lappy screen and laugh -.-"
i felt so much in danger..
she might go crazy and strangler me .. :[

i don't know how to start my blog with today
In my heart and brain it has this 3 word .

" I HATE YOU "

You know how harsh this word is
yet you said it . Nevertheless, you did not even bother to apologize.
It pierce through my heart
Hurts like thousand of needles poking onto it.

I'm sad, to hear wad problems you have now
i'm trying to understand, however, can you understand me?
The bitterness and sadness i have gone thru to face that
depression slut girl ?
i felt like i have fall back to the same situation.
Though the difference is that i gave in to her .
but Once bitten, twice shy.

Today went to watch movie with dear
Movie name is - Secret . Act by jay chou
and i did something beyond my imagination
something that i'm very happy of .
something that i do which surprised me alot .

Btw, this movie is not bad.
Though i tink Rush hour 3 by jackie chan and chris tucker
is even more nicer and funnier .
ok i'll be stopping here =]
i felt so much better after saying out what i feel.
its 1.35 am. late ehs ?
at 7 am. dear going back army .
i'm sad but i'm not Big shot nor do i have any authority.
i can't go there n tell them
" This guy no need go army "
or " If you send him to army, i'll have your executed "

Also i know that your partially troubled by
the other bunk mates.
i abhor them as much as you do .
They will get their retribution or they are going to sneeze everyday
cos i'll be scolding them daily.
Actually the thing i'm most worried about is your scalp.
its really very dangerous.
how i wish you can have my scalp .
hais ..

i'll remember what you said today . especially the 3 words.
i don't know how to forget that. its so hard to forget .

Bad day still .
i cant even count the number of times i cried today .
i'm even crying when im typing this . :[
wad can be worst than my life ?
maybe a death is a good choice .

i might lead a better life down there .
i think i will and i hope i will .

After so many people know about my unhappiness .
sad to say . someone who i don't know much
and had only seen the person few times
manage to give me a reply that i wished for .
miracle :] thats the time my tears wasn't bitter .
because i know there someone out there .
Thanks alot .

Today, instead of wearing lenses to school
i wore my spec .
Reason i gave my friend is
- i don't feel like wearing
- shrug and ignore the question

But nobody actually know its due to my eye are swollen this morning.
i really hate this school, this world and my life .
i wish to end my life .
Seriously your might think i need help
BUT i don't, cos i'm used to be alone .

Also, great thanks to terkua and dandan,
i know that your have been trying to cheer me up .
thanks alot . sorry for i ignore your sometimes and even look unhappy
thanks for the understanding .

Today's module was Enterprise :[
i should be happy ryte ? my fav subject leiis
No i was wrong !!
Everything went downright wrong from the start .
i hate this to happen . but i have no control over things .
i cant change something that has been a fact .

Fact that this ' tai jian' Lihe is in our group ?
Fact that there only 3 person workforce ?
i really hates today .

First thing in the morning is to see that CB kia come into our team
Second thing is to get reprimanded by the CCB Faci
Third thing is to get humiliated and humiliated and humiliated by the CCB Faci
Fourth thing is to quarrel with my dear
Fifth thing is to receive a email from another Faci, saying that he only receive my late submission of RJ today when i sent it on last sat and reprimanded me for the late handing in of RJ.
Worst, even threaten to down my grade . Fuck !

What can be worst than today ?
i'm crying now, i'm really crying now .
What else i can do other then to cry ?
If i have got a choice, i'll definately won't choose crying .

The reason why my dear n i quarrelled.
i did not reply his msg though he has send 3 msges over .
i know i'm wrong , i know .
But i'm really in a bad mood during first break out .
I know your worried . sorry :[

Utterly disappointed :[
i hate this world . this life . this polytechnic .
Never has been worst than today

Its saturday =]
and i'm not at my sister shop .
Why ? because i'm down with flu and cough .
SAD =[ but what to do ? i wan get well soon !!

i wan eat fries and alot alot of junk food =]
pretty please just let me take a bite ?
my dear don't allow me to eat those . SOBS
But it show he cares about mie =] muahahas .
Oh yAr wanted to post the photo of the soft toy doggy dear gave mie
Its soo cute lor . and nice to hug . =X

Anyway haiss . how i wish i not sick.
Means i can go out with dear dear =] hees
cheers ! lols .
So wad lor hees .

Okay let me fill in why i'm not able to post
Monday - i have rhapsody training for PM Lee hsien long as he is coming for my school open house.
Tuesday - Open house -.-" obviously i reach home late lols =[
Wednesday - No school, cos everyone sure tired after the J.U.M.P party. Also, i went my sister house to help her with her business stuff. Thanks dear for being so considerate that day. =]
Thursday - Went out with dear dear =] so happy.. but he brought me to watch a movie called " alone " scare me like duno wad . Then at night.. i fall sick . LOLS ! down with flu and sore throat
Friday - Too sick to write blog . hahas .

TGIF = Thanks God Its Friday
Guess who came out with this quote ?

my jie jie :] who craps with me day in day out .

Annoying , Entertaining and Stupid . =X

Like i had said in previous post ,
i'm going to put photos up and now i'm doing it :]

Finally ...

Two Crazy Girl Ended Up Together

Equal to this kind of shots being take :]

Worst of the Worst , i just played with her Peek-A-Boo !

when she is presenting :X

Xuman = Terkua = Pigs Liver o.O

Yinfang = Terkah = Pigs leg O.o

Cognitive Process and Problem Solving is what i'm learning today

For some reason , this teacher always give a 'B' or a 'C'

be it that i do work or not . Weird .

Why cant he just give me an 'A' ?

Greedy ? no i'm not ! i just want to change course .

Today darling went back to Tekong again . hais .

Only can see him on next friday :[

Seeing him so stress up , it really makes me worried .

worst is that , he is having parachuting today .

and he is really really scared of height .

Worried is the only thing i can do , feeling so useless at the moment .

*pray hard* hopes nothing goes wrong

Hope to see his sms ASAP :[

Hmm just came back from presenting .

theres some slight changes from usual presentation .

Not used to it . lols :]

lets see . should i go tonights training at

tanjong pagar ?

Devil : don't go .. so far lor . somemore 2 hours leiis .

Angel: Go .. 2 hour only . somemore can learn things leiis .

Devil : Tmr need go sister's shop at morning .. and eu not enuff slp ler .

Stay home lahhs . you even got RJ to do leiis .

Angel: You can slp after come back from sister's shop mahhs . go lahhs .

RJ can ask teacher extend the timing mahhs .

Devil : Need clean up hamham cage ler.. stay home lahhs . if not tonight how u clean ?

Angel: Tmr also can clean hamham . just smelly for 1more day =X

hais .. on PAR .. how ?