Bad day still .
i cant even count the number of times i cried today .
i'm even crying when im typing this . :[
wad can be worst than my life ?
maybe a death is a good choice .

i might lead a better life down there .
i think i will and i hope i will .

After so many people know about my unhappiness .
sad to say . someone who i don't know much
and had only seen the person few times
manage to give me a reply that i wished for .
miracle :] thats the time my tears wasn't bitter .
because i know there someone out there .
Thanks alot .

Today, instead of wearing lenses to school
i wore my spec .
Reason i gave my friend is
- i don't feel like wearing
- shrug and ignore the question

But nobody actually know its due to my eye are swollen this morning.
i really hate this school, this world and my life .
i wish to end my life .
Seriously your might think i need help
BUT i don't, cos i'm used to be alone .

Also, great thanks to terkua and dandan,
i know that your have been trying to cheer me up .
thanks alot . sorry for i ignore your sometimes and even look unhappy
thanks for the understanding .