i don't know how to start my blog with today
In my heart and brain it has this 3 word .

" I HATE YOU "

You know how harsh this word is
yet you said it . Nevertheless, you did not even bother to apologize.
It pierce through my heart
Hurts like thousand of needles poking onto it.

I'm sad, to hear wad problems you have now
i'm trying to understand, however, can you understand me?
The bitterness and sadness i have gone thru to face that
depression slut girl ?
i felt like i have fall back to the same situation.
Though the difference is that i gave in to her .
but Once bitten, twice shy.

Today went to watch movie with dear
Movie name is - Secret . Act by jay chou
and i did something beyond my imagination
something that i'm very happy of .
something that i do which surprised me alot .

Btw, this movie is not bad.
Though i tink Rush hour 3 by jackie chan and chris tucker
is even more nicer and funnier .
ok i'll be stopping here =]
i felt so much better after saying out what i feel.
its 1.35 am. late ehs ?
at 7 am. dear going back army .
i'm sad but i'm not Big shot nor do i have any authority.
i can't go there n tell them
" This guy no need go army "
or " If you send him to army, i'll have your executed "

Also i know that your partially troubled by
the other bunk mates.
i abhor them as much as you do .
They will get their retribution or they are going to sneeze everyday
cos i'll be scolding them daily.
Actually the thing i'm most worried about is your scalp.
its really very dangerous.
how i wish you can have my scalp .
hais ..

i'll remember what you said today . especially the 3 words.
i don't know how to forget that. its so hard to forget .