Wednesday , 22.08.07

Last day of school for me .

The reason i said its for me is because

Firstly - i going to skip the next day lesson

Secondly - i not coming because my dear Xuman not coming

Thirdly - alot of friends not going .

So.. i told my mummy, no one going school :)

See arhs.. this is call " White Lies"

Imaging if i tell my mummy, cos i dun wan go school .

After soo many years, i know she confirm scold me for not going school

So i might as well say no one going school (:

which saves all the trouble of explaining cos if no one going school

means.. one person how to teach ? so..

dun need go lor ! YAY

Clever right ?? hais . i always know i am

Seriously . i gonna post some of the photo i took with Rhapsody .

Because i might quit Rhapsody , or i might stay n just be a member .

can't really decide whether to quit or not to quit .

Idiots around there makes me hate this IG

First photo : Jonathan (half korea half sg okay?! dun play play ), Xuman , miie , Suling

Second photo : Min , Yiin , Liing

Everytime i remember jonathan, i'll think of KIMCHI

FYI: IG - Interest group

Today in school , Me n Geokhuii sign up for alot of the SAS talk

SAS - School of Applied science

She is material science students while i am pharmaceutical science student .

Thus we are both science students . Wad talking me o.O

That leads me to one story which i must shareee

That day in school , for open house .

Got the skeleton scrupture wearing lab coat right ??

Den when i was walking pass it .

i told my fren . i tink at the end of 2 years plus .

i'll look like it .

The end . nice ? i should go for story telling competition . hees

Tuesday , 21.08.07

I love today . I simply just love this date .

Don't be jealous, but its my 9 mth together with my DEAR ! (:

Kind of happy ? that we last till soo long .

Today lesson is Cognitive . took some photo with Colin.

the facilitator which threatens to downgrade my marks .

-.-" and in the end he really did .

Kind of unhappy with him but still laugh alot during lesson !

Cos his lesson always end veryy early.. happiee lols .

W24E , Though its only half the class turn up .

Going to miss them lots . W24E Rawrs!

Miss the days we had in class . All the joy, laughter and everything !

Oh of course . Felicia plus Xuman plus Me 's Video

hahahas .

Having science for today module :]
Finally reach Problem 15 . hahas .
1 more week and its holiday ! cheers (:
tiime please pass faster, will you ??
This means the date of going Taipeii is nearer too ! :]

Within the 2 hour plus break .
i went to a talk which can gets me 1 CE point ?
Point that is related to my diploma larhs.
Cant blame me for falling aslp there as the person who is presenting
skills totally sucks and the way she presents really boring
hees . after coming back from the talk..
DANDAN bought me a sweet that i told her i like !!
Isn't she so sweet ? hees.
is like, i only told her i like the sweet 1 hour plus ago
hahas . ai si ni lerrr !!

Know wad ? i'm addicted to one song..
Jay chou - Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi
after effect of the movie called "secret"
hahas . the whole morning till now.
i have been playing the whole song again n again without changing .
Oh yaR! no offence to ppl who like Jay
But i still have to say.. i only like his songs, but not HIM

Other than calling me terkah and xuman terkua..
i started to call her "feng zi" and she call me "bai zhi"
hahas . now she is really acting like a fengzi..
looking at her lappy screen and laugh -.-"
i felt so much in danger..
she might go crazy and strangler me .. :[

i don't know how to start my blog with today
In my heart and brain it has this 3 word .

" I HATE YOU "

You know how harsh this word is
yet you said it . Nevertheless, you did not even bother to apologize.
It pierce through my heart
Hurts like thousand of needles poking onto it.

I'm sad, to hear wad problems you have now
i'm trying to understand, however, can you understand me?
The bitterness and sadness i have gone thru to face that
depression slut girl ?
i felt like i have fall back to the same situation.
Though the difference is that i gave in to her .
but Once bitten, twice shy.

Today went to watch movie with dear
Movie name is - Secret . Act by jay chou
and i did something beyond my imagination
something that i'm very happy of .
something that i do which surprised me alot .

Btw, this movie is not bad.
Though i tink Rush hour 3 by jackie chan and chris tucker
is even more nicer and funnier .
ok i'll be stopping here =]
i felt so much better after saying out what i feel.
its 1.35 am. late ehs ?
at 7 am. dear going back army .
i'm sad but i'm not Big shot nor do i have any authority.
i can't go there n tell them
" This guy no need go army "
or " If you send him to army, i'll have your executed "

Also i know that your partially troubled by
the other bunk mates.
i abhor them as much as you do .
They will get their retribution or they are going to sneeze everyday
cos i'll be scolding them daily.
Actually the thing i'm most worried about is your scalp.
its really very dangerous.
how i wish you can have my scalp .
hais ..

i'll remember what you said today . especially the 3 words.
i don't know how to forget that. its so hard to forget .

Bad day still .
i cant even count the number of times i cried today .
i'm even crying when im typing this . :[
wad can be worst than my life ?
maybe a death is a good choice .

i might lead a better life down there .
i think i will and i hope i will .

After so many people know about my unhappiness .
sad to say . someone who i don't know much
and had only seen the person few times
manage to give me a reply that i wished for .
miracle :] thats the time my tears wasn't bitter .
because i know there someone out there .
Thanks alot .

Today, instead of wearing lenses to school
i wore my spec .
Reason i gave my friend is
- i don't feel like wearing
- shrug and ignore the question

But nobody actually know its due to my eye are swollen this morning.
i really hate this school, this world and my life .
i wish to end my life .
Seriously your might think i need help
BUT i don't, cos i'm used to be alone .

Also, great thanks to terkua and dandan,
i know that your have been trying to cheer me up .
thanks alot . sorry for i ignore your sometimes and even look unhappy
thanks for the understanding .

Today's module was Enterprise :[
i should be happy ryte ? my fav subject leiis
No i was wrong !!
Everything went downright wrong from the start .
i hate this to happen . but i have no control over things .
i cant change something that has been a fact .

Fact that this ' tai jian' Lihe is in our group ?
Fact that there only 3 person workforce ?
i really hates today .

First thing in the morning is to see that CB kia come into our team
Second thing is to get reprimanded by the CCB Faci
Third thing is to get humiliated and humiliated and humiliated by the CCB Faci
Fourth thing is to quarrel with my dear
Fifth thing is to receive a email from another Faci, saying that he only receive my late submission of RJ today when i sent it on last sat and reprimanded me for the late handing in of RJ.
Worst, even threaten to down my grade . Fuck !

What can be worst than today ?
i'm crying now, i'm really crying now .
What else i can do other then to cry ?
If i have got a choice, i'll definately won't choose crying .

The reason why my dear n i quarrelled.
i did not reply his msg though he has send 3 msges over .
i know i'm wrong , i know .
But i'm really in a bad mood during first break out .
I know your worried . sorry :[

Utterly disappointed :[
i hate this world . this life . this polytechnic .
Never has been worst than today

Its saturday =]
and i'm not at my sister shop .
Why ? because i'm down with flu and cough .
SAD =[ but what to do ? i wan get well soon !!

i wan eat fries and alot alot of junk food =]
pretty please just let me take a bite ?
my dear don't allow me to eat those . SOBS
But it show he cares about mie =] muahahas .
Oh yAr wanted to post the photo of the soft toy doggy dear gave mie
Its soo cute lor . and nice to hug . =X

Anyway haiss . how i wish i not sick.
Means i can go out with dear dear =] hees
cheers ! lols .
So wad lor hees .

Okay let me fill in why i'm not able to post
Monday - i have rhapsody training for PM Lee hsien long as he is coming for my school open house.
Tuesday - Open house -.-" obviously i reach home late lols =[
Wednesday - No school, cos everyone sure tired after the J.U.M.P party. Also, i went my sister house to help her with her business stuff. Thanks dear for being so considerate that day. =]
Thursday - Went out with dear dear =] so happy.. but he brought me to watch a movie called " alone " scare me like duno wad . Then at night.. i fall sick . LOLS ! down with flu and sore throat
Friday - Too sick to write blog . hahas .