I just came about this classmate blog..
it really sadden me alot.. or maybe with anger too.

i don't understand.. FXW hates me?

I was being drag down by her and i even forgive her.. but she hates me?
SHE is the one who promise she will attend the CE and not back out last minute..
I even DOUBLE CONFIRM with her that
SHE won't back out before i send the confirmation form..

And wad? she back out on that day it self..
Its like.. she goes back on her words..

Fine.. This CE started from
MONDAY. She came..
But what? She looks so okay from it.
TUESDAY. She came..
i was like okay good, at least she doesn't put aeroplane..
WEDNESDAY. 1 hour plus before..
XW: I dont feel like going
I admit i was wrong cos i scolded some vulgarities but it was NOT on her. i just blame it on my luck why i must have some clashes with my parent on that day and she back out just nice on that day.
And guess wad she did?She called back with a loud voice saying :

" you want me go, i will go. You don't want me go, then i will not go. "

It like.. in the first place. its you who don't want to go. And now? its u who shout at me?
Of cos i'll say things like. " i want u to go"

Guess waD she told me when i tell her the reason why i must attend?
"SHE say things like.. no lar.. its my fault for backing out suddenly.. So i will go with u so as not to drag u down..."

Oh.. e reason why she said all these because i told her previously that i will/might get black listed by SAS for nt attending the CE i register.. Because i have skip a few times last year. And the consequences of being black listed is that i will not be able to register other CE successfully next time.

I don't tink i'm wrong for like.. wanting to keep myself graduate from this school safely? Many of u wants that ryte? and for those who are in RP. your know that u need 40 points to graduate..

Also.. from this CE activities.. she has no lose wad.. she gain 4 CE point at least for attending all 4 days..
I don't understand lor.. its like.. she break her promise, then she hate me?

I'm quite upset when i saw she wrote that she hate me..
*Hate is a very strong word to use for a fren who has forgiven you despite she is very angry when you tried to back off. No doubt that she hurt me greatly.

No offence in this post.. I rather have a friend then a foe..